I'm back on. I have a little cold. Even though it is only 9:00 PM I'm tired. I could lay down an go instantly to sleep. I'M NEVER TIRED! Except for tonight. Ever since I got this cold I've been lazy. I lay in bed late in the morning watching TV. I want to get up and do things but I just can't. Of course I'll get up for snacks and stuff like that but not to do anything that takes energy. I've been thinking about a boy named Samuel a lot. It makes me really sad to think about him though. He got cancer when he was two and now he died and he's only six! He has a four year old sister, a 9 year old brother named Daniel, and a 10 year old sister named Kaysha. I always prayed for him. But now I pray for his family because they got through one month so far without him. He died 4-8-08. He was 35 pounds when he was four and was 36 pounds when he was six. He had to starve he would be in pain if he ate or drank. He couldn't eat or drink for a week. He begged his mom for food. But she couldn't it would just give him pain. I felt so bad when he died. Samuel and his mom had been sleeping together for the last month when it had just gotten bad. Then one morning at about 5:00 am, He rolled over and said " Mommy I need you." She kissed him and hugged him and told him everything was going to be alright. Then she went and got Samuels Dad. They kissed and hugged him and told him how much they loved him then he had two seizures and then he felt his heart stop and his breath leave him. I was so sad when I read that. But now they are much happier they can have their horse that they haven't been able to see for six years ever since samuel got cancer. His site is www.samuelbackus.com.
So fathers day is coming soon. I still don't have anything. It'll be a pain trying to find something to buy my Dad.... Especially my Papa! My papa says there is nothing he wants. It is so hard trying to find something he'll like AND use. He is the hardest person I have ever bought for. My Grandma is the easiest. She always knows what she wants. My moms not too hard but it's hard buying for my Dad and my Papa. They talk about all this stuff and I don't even know what they're saying. It's just hard to buy for boys. I've been saving up my allowance to buy something good but I don't know what to buy. All my Dad wants it new cars and stuff like that. I have to go to the store SOON. I have to buy something. Maybe even just a gift card this year. Either way I don't think I'm going to do it tomorrow because tomorrow I have dance.... AGAIN!!! I have so many dance classes. sometimes it get really frustrating sometimes. But I'm always usually excited for tap. That's the dance class I have tomorrow. Next week's recital. IT'S CRAZY! And when I'm on stage I can barely even think about the dance moves. And the worst thing is Tara forgot part of the dance even though she was here last practice. But I know why she forgot it. It's because she wasn't here for about 5 practices this year. So she doesn't remember the dance that well. Now I think I'm just gonna go watch a movie or something. At least it's something to do. I hope everyone who reads this has a good night.
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Hanna M.
